This morning, I set my alarm for 5:30 and got up. Last night I had a dream. I dreamed that I was playing tennis. I don’t know why, but as is always the case with my nightmares, it took me a long time to get ready and I couldn’t get to the court. It’s not a pleasant dream to have.
I have no idea why I’m dreaming like this, but I don’t know if it’s something that’s bothering me mentally or if I’m just tired.
Yesterday was Risshun. It’s spring on the calendar. The coldness of the wooden floor in the living room has clearly changed. It seems like only yesterday that it was so cold that it was hard to walk barefoot.
I wore slippers to walk around the living room, but they got caught on the kotatsu and I almost fell down several times. The elderly patients who come to the hospital sometimes stumble when they put on their slippers from the entrance and undergo various tests and examinations, so I ask them to take off their slippers while observing the situation.
It seems that I am no longer in a situation where I can complain about other people’s problems.
In this morning’s Tokyo Shimbun book review column, there is an article titled “Myself Becoming an Old Man” written by Koji Seko.
The reviewer is Akira Ooka, a professor at Tokyo Keizai University and a writer. The article is titled “The Miracle of Life: A New Frontier to Savor.
This is the latest book in the popular “Real Life After Retirement” series. The author has been reporting on his life, thoughts and actions after retirement for more than 10 years in this series. As the obituary says, “At 74, old age has finally reached its climax,” he has entered new territory. This is the point where the author says, “I have gained the feeling that ‘it is fun just to live. Of course, this “fun” doesn’t mean “just breathing” or “having fun. There is no such thing.
The “physical elements” such as the freedom of the body, the functioning of the five organs, talking with people, eating and drinking, etc., are all functioning properly, and in conjunction with this, you can enjoy the beauty of the “natural elements” such as the “plain blue sky. The “floating feeling of body and mind” that one experiences in such moments is “just ‘fun’ for now. This leads to the state of mind described by Kamo no Chomei in his “Hojo-ki” (The Record of the Hojoki): “I hope only to be quiet, and I look forward to having no worries.
In other words, the basic premise of “enjoyment” is the feeling that “it is nothing short of a miracle that we have been able to live this long without incident. This book becomes even more shadowy when it is juxtaposed with the reality of how many people in the world are able to lead a safe life from birth to death.
This is exactly what I think.
This is exactly what I feel deeply myself. It is not because I worked harder than anyone else, nor because I was blessed with richer talents than anyone else, that I have been able to survive so far. It was simply luck. It’s a miracle. I believe that with all my heart.
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This morning I rested instead of running. My alarm was set to go off at 5:30 a.m., but I woke up a little after 5:00 a.m., probably out of habit, so I just got up.
This morning was the day for collecting cans, bottles, and plastic bottles, so I took the three bags I had sorted yesterday to the designated place. After picking up the newspaper, I came home and started preparing breakfast.
I didn’t run this morning, so I cut back a bit on breakfast. I had a croissant, coffee, natto (fermented soybeans) with okara powder and stirred it well, and soy milk yogurt with a little jam for breakfast. As for fruits, we shared six grapes and a banana between the two of us. The grapes were Shine Muscat. It’s really easy to just wash them and eat the whole skin, and they have a great sweet taste.
Well, today is Setsubun. Today is Setsubun, the day before Risshun, Risshun summer, Risshun autumn, and Risshun winter, which is the division of the seasons, according to the Internet. There are four such days in a year, but since the Muromachi period (1336-1573), the term Setsubun has come to refer to the day before Risshun.
In the old calendar, Risshun was the symbol of the New Year, so Setsubun, the day before Risshun, is like New Year’s Eve. In the old days, it was believed that evil spirits (bad spirits that were believed to cause illness in people) could easily enter at the change of seasons, and the event to drive away demons, the symbol of evil spirits, was established on Setsubun, the day before Risshun, which is also the change of the year.
It is said that the official way of throwing beans is to offer roasted beans to a Shinto shrine and have the head of the household do it at night. Every year in our house, I throw beans from the north and south entrances and windows.
Since the 2nd year, a new type of coronavirus has been sweeping over the world. I can only hope that the coronavirus will mutate to coexist with humanity as soon as possible and the world will settle down.
(Q)Why do we use beans to kill demons?
(A)Oni is a symbol of evil spirits and bad luck. Horrible events beyond human imagination, such as invisible disasters, diseases, and famines, have been thought to be the work of demons.
To drive away the demons, soybeans are sown. Soybeans are one of the five grains, and it was believed that the grain spirit resides in them. Roasted soybeans (Fukumame) are used to drive away demons because “roasting beans” is the same as “shooting demons in the eye”, which means “destroying demons”.
It is said that if you put the beans in a masu (a box) and offer them to a Shinto shrine before throwing them, the power of the gods will dwell in the beans and increase their power to drive out demons. If you don’t have a Shinto shrine, place it in the south direction, above your eye level, and lay out a piece of white paper to offer.
(Q)When and how do we do Mamemaki?
(A)It is said that demons come in the middle of the night, so bean-throwing is done at night. It is best if the whole family is present.
Since Mamemaki is an event to wish for the happiness of the family, the head of the family usually throws the beans. It is also said to be good luck for the “New Year’s Boy” or “New Year’s Girl” of the year.
The method of bean-throwing varies from region to region and from house to house, but basically, open the window and chant “Oni wa soto! (Oni wa soto!) in a loud voice, and then quickly close the window to prevent the demons from coming back. and throw the beans inside the house. Start from the back of the house and go all the way to the front door to drive away all the demons.
After the bean-throwing ceremony, let’s eat as many beans as the number of the year so that we can live a year with good health and good health. If you can’t eat all of the beans, you can drink a cup of “Fuku-cha”, which contains dried plums, salted kelp, and three beans.
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■I went for a run this morning, my first run of February. I set my alarm for 5:00 a.m. as usual, and woke up just before 1:00 a.m. I slept well after that, and woke up just before the alarm went off. I got up with the alarm, and since it was plastic garbage day this morning, I carried it into position and then did my prep work.
This morning I set my running time in the schoolyard to 24 minutes. This is the first time I’ve run over 7km since November 23, 2011, when I ran 8.67km.
Since I got sick and recorded my lowest monthly mileage of 55.69 km in October, my mileage has been gradually recovering with 58.04 km in November and 73.87 km in December, but I am still far from 100 km.
According to the schedule, February 1 was the start of registration for the Chitose JAL International Marathon, but as far as I could find on the Internet, it seems that they are not accepting official applications yet. It seems that the organizing committee may not be able to make a decision due to the spread of the new coronavirus.
To be honest, I’m not sure if I can finish the half marathon with my current physical strength, but it’s difficult to continue running without a clear goal or motivation to participate in the event.
I can only hope that the event will be held somehow. The event is usually held on the first Sunday in June.
On February 1, author Shintaro Ishihara, who served as governor of Tokyo for 13 and a half years, passed away at his home in Ota-ku, Tokyo.
Ishihara’s younger brother Yujiro Ishihara was a big star on the silver screen. When I was a child, my mother was a movie buff, so she used to take me to the Kawaguchi Toei movie theater, which was about a 10-minute walk away.
The movies that I remember are the ones starring Yujiro Ishihara and Toei’s period dramas. I also remember seeing the official documentary film of the 1964 Tokyo Olympics at this cinema.
Shintaro Ishihara, who passed away at the age of 89, was a man who ran at full speed through the middle of the postwar era of rapid economic growth.
This year marks the 77th anniversary of the end of World War II, and so to speak, Japan has been reborn, but after 77 years, the international situation has changed, and the nation has entered a period of maturity.
We need to have a proper discussion about what kind of path we should take and what kind of nation we should mature into. The era of running with momentum alone is already over.